Battling with pain that I'm unable to spell out and have never felt before... Reading magazines about motorcycles, history, training, fighting, adventures and missions... Every time I try to read some "heavier" litterature or work seriously on my computer and really use my brain I fall asleep :)... I can watch a movie for about 30 minutes... Very different for a person that's been hyper active for the past 20 years and never used heavy drugs (pain killers :).
Pain, a crushed knee, torn tendons and ligaments, future physical terapy, rehab, text messaging, Facebook, email, guests, attemps to play some chess - my head is spinning and so are my thoughts... Everything spins... Tired. It hurts... Bored. Restless. My head spins... Injections, pills and big glasses of water... Oh, how much a crushed knee hurts... Next week I am scheduled for the first of three surgerys this summer... Can't wait for the operation... Praying. Thankful for life! Heavenly Father, I need You!
In all this I love Maria more than ever - she is helping me with everything and the kids are so nice... I also love the church and all my friends more... What great compassion and true love you have shown! Thank you for your support!
See ya!
